May 1, 2021

Christopher Goodrich

SAY IT WITH A MIX-TAPE

These are the professionals. The ones who know
why birds suddenly appear every time you are near;

the self-assured idols who can ask Do you
want to know a secret oooooo waaaa oooooo?

without sounding stupid. I’ve begged
them to tell us why secrets are

given as gifts in obvious packaging.
So much of falling is sitting still, filling

a blank tape with voices of famous people—
the mystic warbling of Joni Mitchell,

the simple sex of Simon and Garfunkel.
This is what it sounds like to be me in love with you.

And because only Ray Charles, who sings from both sides now,
can translate my heart’s handwriting, I’ve included

two of his numbers, see side A, songs two and nine.
He will insist, as many times as you care to listen:

I’m gonna love you like nobody’s loved you come rain
or come shine, which, incidentally, is true, I’m gonna.

The Mix-Tape: proof that love loves James Brown, the reason
we turn to Nina Simone when sex fails to fulfill us,

why, when harmony is what is missing,
a light rhythmic rain begins to fall.

from Rattle #24, Winter 2005

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Christopher Goodrich: “I began writing poetry to impress the mothers of girls I was interested in. Twenty years later I’m sitting across a breakfast table from Gerald Stern and he asks to see my work. Finally, one afternoon, months later, I show him a poem and after an excruciating silence, he says, smiling, ‘Good. Not as good as me but …’ I told him in no other medium could I express my fever. He asked to see another.”

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December 22, 2010

Christopher Goodrich

PEEING AFTER THE MOVIE

Even if the film was everything
you wanted—the slow, awkward,
man-child admitting to love,
the three sisters realizing
what they must accomplish
before midnight—this is still
the most satisfying scene, half-running
to the john through the awakening dark,
trying to hold yourself in, trying
hard to be dignified, then, once
the line in front of you has passed,
dropping your pants, feeling
the world wrap its forgiveness,
once again, around you.
What an ending—something only Hollywood
could produce: surrounded
by your fellow hedonists—
a community of the happiest strangers
you’ve ever had the privilege
to relieve yourself next to. See the white tile
shining, hear the echoing sounds
of satisfaction, the knowledge that
god is still possible, looking us in the eye,
reminding us what a little coca-cola
and brotherhood, once combined, can yield.

from Rattle #33, Summer 2010
Tribute to Humor

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May 9, 2009

Christopher Goodrich

TELLING THE TRUTH TO DAUGHTERS

There comes a time when even daughters
must give themselves, open mouthed,
open bodied to the tongue of a boy, knowing
he will lick what he likes,
and I (oh god) must approve. How
can I not and still respect myself?
Hasn’t sex with other men’s daughters
gotten me this far? Doesn’t the world
owe some pleasure to her? Doesn’t
everyone deserve even this? I will
tell her the truth (oh god), that this too is right—
wild sex when you’re young and firm
with a boy you know and love. Even (oh god)
with a boy you will never know, never love—
it’s mind-numbing, brilliant—usually (oh god)
even more so.

from Rattle #27, Summer 2007

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