October 4, 2013

David Bottoms

CUBS ON ALLATOONA

We unrolled our bags around the gasping fire.
My first camping trip, and the woods
were anything but silent. I tried to pretend I was brave.
Though two dads still clowned in the boat, flailing the water
with jitterbugs and spoons,
we shed our shoes and zipped ourselves in.

When the Scout masters doused the fire,
the stars, as promised, went electric above the lake.

Suddenly the sky seemed
one great puzzle. If I could only connect
those dots all the great questions
might be answered. The voices in the trees were ominous,
but if I could only connect those dots … No.

Still, something might be revealed,
and I listened into the night to those hissing woods,
to the muffled chatter on the lake,
and to those Scout masters
in the cabin
swearing over whiskey and cards.

from Rattle #39, Spring 2013
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David Bottoms: “Now on the spot where my house sat there’s a Kentucky Fried Chicken, and the K-Mart parking lot is covering the place where my grandfather’s house and store were. When my daughter was a kid we’d drive by and I’d say, ‘This is where we lived, right here,’ and she’d say, ‘Kentucky Fried Chicken?’ But you know, a lot of times at night when I try to go to sleep that old landscape plays over in my mind and it’s just sad, in a way, to have lost that, to have lost that connection and know that I’m one of the few people left who has any sense of that place, what it was and what it meant to folks. Maybe it didn’t mean so much then, but right now it means a lot. It means a whole lot.” (more)

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October 3, 2013

Michael Blaine

JAYUS

On a long stretch of road, we once
collected them in brown paper bags
drove them home in the back seat
and released them around our yard.

We would count them
counting until finally
none could be counted.

My childhood friend
would light Black Cats
between their wide lips.

He would somersault some
slam others against trees
count Mississippi’s as few
staggered back conscious.

He would call me later
after his daughter sidestepped
into a car and was thrown forward.
She passed there on the roadside.

After late summer showers
we drive along glossy roads
eyes and jumps in headlights.

We don’t get out anymore;
it feels dangerous enough
swerving around them.

My daughter once asked
why they cross the road.

But when did toads
ever get a fair shake
except in fairy tales
or with little girls?

from Rattle #39, Spring 2013
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October 2, 2013

Dan Albergotti

A BRIEF HISTORY OF POETRY

All day the man threw the stick for the dog.
All day the dog brought it back. The beetles
crawled on the branches of small trees, and clouds
drifted along without being noticed.
The man threw the stick. The dog brought it back.

The trilobites scuttled along the floors
of the oceans, the crocodiles crawled out
of the rivers to sun, the mastodons
died off, and the cheetahs stalked the gazelles.
All day the man threw the stick for the dog.

The Phoenicians contrived an alphabet,
and Sophocles wrote some plays. The Romans
raped and pillaged and crucified. The Huns
did what they could to leave a mark themselves.
The man threw the stick. The dog brought it back.

A splinter got lodged in the flesh, a mote
got stuck in an eye, and some angels danced
on the head of a pin. Some babies died
of malnutrition on this golden earth.
All day the man threw the stick for the dog.

A crowd gathered to watch the dog and man
play their game. But the dog and man saw it
as work. They knew everything was at stake.
With each throw the man sent the stick farther.
The man threw the stick. The dog brought it back.

The atom was split, an ant moved a grain
of sand seven yards, and the Khmer Rouge
rose and fell. And somewhere along the way
the dog disappeared, and only the stick
returned to the man. A moment’s magic.

from Rattle #39, Spring 2013
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Dan Albergotti (South Carolina): “They just seemed like lines of type on a page at first. And then John Keats was in the room with me. He was still in the ground in Rome, but he was in the room with me too, holding out his living hand, palm up. How could I refuse such an invitation to transcend?”

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October 1, 2013

Leslie Marie Aguilar

POEM FOR THE EDUCATED BLACK WOMAN WHO ASKED MY OPINION ON SHARED SUFFERING

Not to belong anywhere in particular means somehow
an ability to go anywhere in general, but always
as a tourist, an outsider.
—from Carl Phillips’ foreword to Slow Lightning

I nurse my Shiner Bock, in an Indiana bar,
because even though I hate Shiner
the lemon floating at the top of my glass
is a life raft—a wedge of soggy yellow
membranes that carry me back home
down I-20 through Abilene, Weatherford,
Fort Worth, and Dallas where I am the majority
not the minority—but the bitter brown
liquid slides down the back of my throat
like the grains of sand that stick to my lips
during a dust storm. My cells are the same
as your cells, your cells are the same as my cells,
our cells are the same as everyone’s cells, but
here, I am a stain on a laundered white sheet
dancing a cumbia no one else can hear.
In Texas, we use barbed wire as clotheslines
and cactus for hair brushes. We walk barefoot
over freshly mowed grass and let the caliche
make molds of our footprints. In Texas,
tough skin is a product of spit, Goldbond,
and walking it off. We are the same, but
alcohol makes my mouth faster than my brain,
and I agree. We is a federation of bodies that are tired
of remembering, but won’t stop talking.
It is history, a claim on language like
the right to knock the shit out of the gringo
kid who called me a wetback during recess,
on our elementary school playground,
because he didn’t want to touch the monkey
bars where my dirty hands were swinging.
I flew off that elevated ladder like a bruja,
black hair eclipsing the sun, and popped him
square in the jaw hard enough for his father
to feel. But, I don’t tell that story.
My brown pride runs as deep as my hair
is long, until I pick up a book that tells me
otherwise. Being educated means I can
marry a white man and carry his children,
tell them to be Hispanic the day they fill out
their college applications, but Caucasian
as they walk down the halls of a university.
Tell me again why we are the same.
Ask me if I want to perpetuate
my grandfather’s chronic back pain
by lowering my head towards the ground.
I understand the need to band together
in this place where we are outsiders, tourists
who wear their skin as carry-on luggage, but
my tongue grows fat in my mouth
like a red hot salchicha bursting over a flame.

from Rattle #39, Spring 2013
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Leslie Marie Aguilar (Texas): “I was born and raised in Abilene, TX, and am currently an MFA candidate at Indiana University. As a displaced Texan I have successfully managed to ostracize myself in Indiana by using the collective ‘you’ in public. When I’m not writing poems about the winds of the Panhandle, I teach creative writing to uninterested students. However, the expression of understanding on their faces when they finally reassemble Elizabeth Bishop’s ‘One Art’ on large pieces of blue poster board from strips of paper and glue sticks makes me want to teach poetry, and more importantly to write it.” (website)

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