May 4, 2021

Jesse Bertron

TELEPHONE CREW

Because the trees outside my mother’s cabin
were so thick, the way she got the telephone
was for an archer to come with the crew

of diggers who set the high poles, and climb
and shoot an arrow tied to high-gauge fishing line
above the trees, and use that line to string the cable

to her house. It was the archer who came back,
later that night, heaving his whole body at her door,
saying, come on, let me in. And she said no.

Once my mother rolled her eyes
at Allen Ginsberg from the front row
of his classroom at Naropa.

Once my mother was surprised
by a copperhead in the outhouse
when she was pregnant with my sister

so she took up a hoe
and cut the snake in half
and then she did what she came in there for.

She had a .22, and bullets, and an oil lamp
and a cabin that was wired for a phone.
And she could hear the archer walk around the house.

Like many women who survived until her age
my mother has a history
which gives her trouble with her memory.

And someday in the next five years,
if I want to see my mother, I’ll no longer be allowed
to be her son. I will stand at her door knocking

as a man. I never had to be a stranger,
when I was with my mother. I won’t be allowed
to be a stranger then.

from A Plumber’s Guide to Light
2020 Rattle Chapbook Prize Winner

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Jesse Bertron: “A Plumber’s Guide to Light is a love letter to the building trades and to the people who work them. This book is populated by people who think they will be saved by work and by those who know they won’t. It looks at the fragile seam that runs between the job site and the home, about the ways that family and work bleed into one another.” (web)

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April 13, 2021

Jesse Bertron

A PLUMBER’S GUIDE TO LIGHT

Top out is the best phase
of new construction plumbing
if light is what you’re after.
If light is what you’re after, look:

a forest of deciduous blond studs.
There’s open air where windows go, plus
in top out, you’re uncoiling rolls of PEX
into the attic and back down, so your face

is always tilted toward the sky.
The worst for light: set out. Which is mostly
what I do. And let me tell you.
When I’m wedged beneath

a vanity, some windowless hall bath,
my back arched to give the golden nuts
of tailpieces turn after turn until they squeak
against their gaskets, I am dreaming about light.

I am dreaming of a cup of coffee in my hand
loading up outside the warehouse, 7 a.m.,
light clocking in over the toll road
past the chain link fence.

It’s out of fashion, now, to talk about the dawn.
It’s kind of something you just see and whap
your lover or whoever on the thigh, and just be quiet
and be satisfied: the dawn.

But on the jobsite radio, there’s ballads
about loving the person you have married
or about how your work is difficult but yours—
none of it music I would choose!—

and when I’m wedged beneath a vanity, sawzalling
a ventpipe that some roofer has pissed into
so stale urine sprays onto my cheeks,
I like to stop and listen to that music.

Not because I like to hear things said in great detail
whose beauty should be obvious in brief.
But it comforts me. And I don’t shit on comfort
for not being something more.

from A Plumber’s Guide to Light
2020 Rattle Chapbook Prize Winner

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Jesse Bertron: “A Plumber’s Guide to Light is a love letter to the building trades and to the people who work them. This book is populated by people who think they will be saved by work and by those who know they won’t. It looks at the fragile seam that runs between the job site and the home, about the ways that family and work bleed into one another.” (web)

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March 9, 2021

Jesse Bertron

SHORTY

Here is a question about love.
No, it’s about my boss.
No, love—forget what I just said.
How do you speak about a man
who you watch all day long, bringing him
bouquets of wrenches, who you are always
coming up to, saying, Shorty,
would you check this solder/ Shorty
is this flame too high?/ Shorty, help!
The vinyl that was smoking has caught fire!
The poet Garrett Hongo says,
the apprentice puts his body where the body
of his teacher is. I can never remember
the quote right—open to feedback!—
but I remember that it made apprenticeship
sound like a sexy thing.
Shorty, if you’re reading this, please stop!
That was a joke. Of course
you aren’t reading this. It’s a poem!
Shorty, you’re a fifty-two-year-old
journeyman, doing trim-out
in a muddy tract house in the thousand-year
flood plain of the Lower Colorado River.
Why does it feel like an insult, Shorty,
to tell the truth? You will never read this poem.
I wouldn’t be insulted if somebody said
you’ll never earn as much as Shorty in a year
you’ll never turn around a house as fast
you’ll never make a truer solder no one groping
blindly in the dark after a trade will ever feel
as safe working with you no one will ever
want to say your name all day—I swear, all day—
Shorty! Shorty!—Even after work
I’m saying, how it is with Shorty is …
I think now about school, all the school
I’ve been to—many years!—with Shorty sitting
on a five-gallon primer bucket with a toothpick
watching me. Sometimes talking. Watching me
flail beneath this hall bath lav, saying, that’s okay,
mijo, that’s okay each time I curse, and then
finally, taking the channel locks, and doing it right
so I could see. Teachers used to sit with me.
Together we would study some third thing.
Shorty wears a silver bracelet
that shines like a lamp
and underneath it is the hand I read.

from A Plumber’s Guide to Light
2020 Rattle Chapbook Prize Winner

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Jesse Bertron: “A Plumber’s Guide to Light is a love letter to the building trades and to the people who work them. This book is populated by people who think they will be saved by work and by those who know they won’t. It looks at the fragile seam that runs between the job site and the home, about the ways that family and work bleed into one another.” (web)

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June 12, 2019

Jesse Bertron

ARC

My dad worked the trades for fifteen years.
He learned four names for sheetrock mud,
that nails measure in pennies by their length,

and if he went to bars he could say Rusty Nail
until the words corroded in his mouth
and still they’d bring him scotch.

And through those fifteen years he had three wives
and my two sisters, and then me.
And we all asked him to be better than he was.

It doesn’t work like that. You shouldn’t ask a hammer
to act like a baseball bat. And if you’re on a jobsite
and you call out sheep’s-foot, cat’s-paw,

cat’s-claw, crow’s-foot, deck-wrecker,
then you’re saying you know what it does.
My father’s favorite story is the motel room in Billings

we stayed at on a renovation job. It was
just me and him. When we turned off the TV
we could hear the infield chatter

from the low-A minor league ballpark next door.
We were so close, we’d sit out on the ashtray
of our balcony, and holler at the peanut man,

Toss me a bag! Of course it didn’t work,
but we both liked to ask for things we knew
we would not get. And then it did.

from Rattle #63, Spring 2019

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Jesse Bertron: “As the son of a carpenter, I was raised in the slippery language of the building trades. There are three names for everything, and knowing a thing’s name often precedes the knowledge of what the thing actually is. I continue to be amazed at the sheer pleasure most tradesmen take in words. Why be satisfied with accuracy? When I ask for a wrench, I want to ask in abundance.”

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