August 1, 2011

J.T. Ledbetter

GRANDMOTHER

She lay quietly as if she
could wake,
and only pretended
not to know
what our call intended;
but her dress was fresher
than it should have been,
and straighter;
and the eyes were closed
in something more than sleep,
and greater.

from Rattle #34, Winter 2010

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J.T. Ledbetter: “If my sainted Irish grandmother had seen this poem, ‘Grandmother,’ she would have walloped me, because she was too busy feeding family and field hands on our hard-scrabble farm in southern Illinois to ever die in such a quiet and stuffy manner—what with biscuits and gravy to fix, fried chicken, pies to bake before the men hunched over their dinners, never looking up, assuming she was still alive.”

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September 12, 2010

J.T. Ledbetter

CROSSING SHOAL CREEK

(Southern Illinois)

The letter said you died on your tractor crossing Shoal Creek.
There were no pictures to help the memories fading like mists off the bottoms
that last day on the farm when I watched you milk the cows,
their sweet breath filling the dark barn as the rain that wasn’t expected sluiced
through the rain gutters. I waited for you to speak the loud familiar words
about the weather, the failed crops—
I would have talked then, too loud, stroking the Holstein moving against her stanchion—
but there was only the rain on the tin roof, and the steady swish-swish of milk
into the bright bucket as I walked past you, so close we could have touched.

from Rattle #24, Winter 2005

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