September 21, 2014

Christopher Kempf

FLATS; OR, I SHOT AN ARROW INTO THE AIR

One calls it, a sign
off Interstate 80 explains,
a playa. We drive
our little rented Penske ahead
into the shimmering vastness, the flats
packed sodium, roadless, rumbling
beneath us, a couple
of stooped predator birds purring
on a calcified rock. Beyond them, men

in fireproof suits—science
fiction almost—move
carefully across the body
of their turbojet X-
1 rocket car. A crowd
of passing tourists traveling,
as we are, to Chicago perhaps,
or to California, has formed
here in their Saturns & Dodges to watch
now one of the men, the driver, climb
head-first into the glistening
machine. A circle
of fire flares
in the Galaxy engines then
it is gone.

When Bonneville, sponsored
by John Astor, advanced
across the salt plain invading,
in 1832, what was then
the Mexican west coast, he couldn’t
have imagined this emptiness
itself central
to his nation’s making. I mean
that at a black site south
of the highway planes
we do not know exist are whispering
to the ground beneath them their come-
hither hush-
now sounds
of destruction. Yucca

Mountain, I mean. Or the miles
of fiber optics monitoring,
say, Charlotte
Farnsworth, 70, from Eagan, Minnesota, & remotely
caching the data to a server
in Bluffdale, Utah. We took
those parts of us we are
ashamed of—oh nation
of exobyte & waterboard, of extraordinary
rendition—& hid them
in the blinding desert. & yes,

it is terrible how carefully
this century we can ravage a person
is what I know
I should be saying now, bound
for some new & glittering city I will begin
again in. Yes, it’s
unconscionable, I want to say, the way
we are built. But,

in the desert yesterday, men
with knives & a video camera recorded
themselves beheading—remember
that term?—a third
quivering civilian. He stands
in the four-minute clip clothed
in the kind of orange jumpsuit we use
still at Gitmo, & I know
there is a logic to this, but who didn’t
at that moment, revolted
at even the cleanest of news coverage, crave
plane enough to end it—again,
yes—or imagine flattening,
as I did, the desert
there until it was even
more Mars-like? In The Twilight
Zone episode 15, titled
by series creator Rod Serling “I Shot
an Arrow Into the Air,” a pair
of moon-bound astronauts crash-
lands on what they believe
is a massive, atmospherically
terrene asteroid. Packing,
in his space-age canteen, three
days worth of water, Donlin, mission
commander, is killed—is strangled
actually—by officer Corey. Of course
it is Earth they are on. He walks,
Corey, across
the rock’s suspiciously Western desert then,
in the distance, flickering
there in red lights a sign
for Reno, Nevada. A tract
of telephone poles. Always

at the heart of civilization, explains
Benjamin, exists
that same unconquerable urge
to dominate we came
from. Hunger
& bloodlust. The coming-
around now of those hunched birds we began
this with, remember? Enveloped
in salt, our lumbering
ten-foot Penske truck rumbles
back to the highway, a line
of shimmering asphalt we dropped
here in a desert men
believed they could escape from once. What
did we call it, Chicago?
California? Where
we are going we don’t
need roads.

Poets Respond
September 21, 2014

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Christopher Kempf: “The poem, echoing several others in the series, addresses the most recent beheading carried out by ISIS, in this case that of British aid worker David Haines. Situating that tragedy within the broader context of advanced military technology and American imperialism, the poem attempts to suggest the ethical complexity not only of the United States’ response to these events but of American poetry’s own fraught witness to them.” (link)

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July 24, 2011

Christopher Kempf

THE PROFESSORS’ WIVES

At the lecture on the aesthetics
of Renaissance sculpture, they sit there like their own
kind of statuary, that unique New England style

combining tweed and Talbots, Lands End and the repression of whatever it is
they are actually thinking. If he was living now,
and not in whatever century he did, in fact, live, Rilke

would note how from all the borders of themselves
they shrink, how suffused they seem
with patience, waiting

for this man to finish his pigment and mortar analysis of a statue
which isn’t even beautiful really. It’s the same
way they wait most nights like the wives

their mothers instructed them to be, bearing that
ponderous weight of faking it, taking
their husbands slowly into the sad

caverns of their bodies. They watch
slides of Italy flicker along the walls. They want
to be anywhere else.

But this is a poem, and they are the kind of pathetic
fallacy it needs now, the endowing
of something which is not me with feelings that are,

entirely, what I would like at this moment. To go
a little crazy on some Venetian beach with my body
like it belongs on the cover of a book

by Nora Roberts. To watch the slide projector
melt into a smoking pile of plastic. And that
would be the end of the Great Masters, their statues

a hot mess of marble and bronze. I want
to say they would like this also, a small catastrophe to keep
things interesting. If I was Rilke,

in my drafty castle in the past, I’d ask you to observe
the curved breast, which dazzles us so. Its hopeful
rising and falling like all Creation went into it. How they seem to be

somewhere else entirely, letting their hair down, which is something
no poem, no painting or statue, has captured
with quite the same sadness.

from Rattle #34, Winter 2010

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Christopher Kempf: “I’m from Fort Wayne, Indiana, but currently live in New Jersey where I’m pursuing, doggedly, a Ph.D. in early modern drama at Rutgers, drinking PBR, and writing love poems. I tend to think of all poetry as love poetry since, in my view, what makes a poem work is the amount of love put into it; and I think we can always tell when the poems we read don’t arise from love. I write about pop culture. Not only because it’s something I love, but because its brilliant, shimmering fleetingness reminds me so much of life. Thanks for reading.” (website)

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February 2, 2010

Christopher Kempf

PORN

We sat rapt on my roommate’s futon, the four of us with nothing
better to do in those days than drop our jaws and gawk.

He was huge, the size I imagined a man could be
only after several operations and gallons of those creams I’d seen online, cock
like the kind on dinosaurs, like Florida hanging from the mainland.

We listened in silence to the cries of his small blonde, body
pent between his legs like a stuck butterfly while they fucked. Somewhere
there was music, the soundtrack half elevator half rave
but right, it seemed, for a scene

like this—clean skin glistening in spray-on sweat, her slick,
unblemished breasts, her yes like a no. No,

not one of us spoke. We were thinking, I am sure, that surely
it’d be like this, our own thin dicks like fingers
filling with blood as we wondered what it would be like the first time—

Theresa Gilloon’s futon while her roommate was gone, or,
in more wistful visions, some impossible name like Kayla
Kleevage or Veronica Sin, the peninsulas of our dicks swinging from side to side

as we avoided the cameras and moved cool as movie stars.
We lasted for hours, the girl bent in every angle of pleasure

we remembered—the Eiffel tower, the trapeze—her please
filling the tiny dormitory of our minds while music played
from a radio somewhere though there was none. It was nothing,

you already know, so consummate when we did it. We finished
in seconds. We left. Later we’d admit everything
a poem won’t show—how it goes

sticky and limp, how life wears tattoos and you
sag and are sweaty and come back again and again to watch someone
insist it is pretty.

from Rattle #31, Summer 2009

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