March 10, 2016

Cheri L. R. Taylor

HALF HEARTED

crashing agony eclipse
my contrived perception, beg mercy
the night his hand played at the back of my hair
a car was waiting
it should feel natural to miss him
but we’ve had such little time
a shadow’s breath
tea kettle mist, a dampness
soon absorbed—gone …
strangers waited in the car, they didn’t notice
that damp to the air
He meant to say something
in the bruised, blue coming car lights
I quailed, ducked my head against
a blistering fury, took off my coat on a
winter’s night, for his heat
and watched him move away
to eclipse my heart again
feeling him gone
missing
him

from Rattle #17, Summer 2002

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May 13, 2013

Cheri L. R. Taylor

AUBADE

for K.A.

She will remember dark eyes
the scruff to his cheeks, slender arms and legs
a tattoo on his thigh, the sun
in all its passion, deep blue, pale flesh at the center
how the sound of her name was a new word
from his mouth

She will remember the scent of leather and sweet musk
the salt of his skin, his hand against her thigh
how she saw, more than heard him moan
the slight up-movement of his adams apple
the skin on his throat tight around it, his head tossed back
how he tasted his own passion, spilled on her skin

She will remember that he called her Goddess
the circle of his arms in the dark, the hum of the air conditioner
the sudden one-ness of a Vermont hotel room
her blossoming there in the comfortable blur of night
the sweetness of his mouth, the kiss, the drifting off

She will remember the morning
alcohol and music worn away to a dull headache
the shade opened, the light turned on
how he had already dressed
but found her, naked under the sheet
his soft voice
pressed into her neck,

and his whisper
    that he wanted her
        Again

from Rattle #21, Summer 2004

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