April 30, 2022

Anne Haines

THE SWARM

Numerous pilots have reported sightings
of burning debris in the skies over
the eastern U.S. …
—News report

Night flight, routine
over eastern cities,
their grids of blue light.
My radio crackles
with its usual static,
codes for altitude
and safe landings.
When the sudden streak flares
in the corner of my eye
I squint into nothing,
say nothing. I’m no crazy.
I’ve never reported UFOs
or sightings of Jesus
in the high patterns of clouds,
never claimed to see ghosts
no matter what strange
small town I was in for the night.
But there it is again,
and another to the west,
falling like a river
of lava, molten stone
or the last moments
of some fierce angel,
trailing his wings of disappearing
light. I radio it in this time
and head for home, instruments
casting their electronic glow
across my still face,
the silent cabin. Later
they tell me it was meteors;
the Draconid swarm,
they call them, a once-in-
a-lifetime near-miss.
They tell me I was
not the only one. But I stare
into darkness until darkness wins.
I know demons when I see them,
those failed angels trailing feathers
as they blaze the last of their light.
I know demons when I see them
and I know when they are mine.

from Rattle #23, Summer 2005

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Anne Haines: “I live in a tiny house in Bloomington, Indiana with two cats, two guitars, and too many books for my own good. Because I work in an academic library, I am pretty much surrounded by books and the people who love them 24/7 (life is good). I have been writing ever since I was, as an acquaintance once put it, ‘knee-high to a toad-frog’—on my best days, I still love it just as much as I did then.”

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July 16, 2011

Anne Haines

WHAT THIS POEM WILL DO

This poem cannot bring you back.
This poem cannot make the clouds
move more quickly or slowly in the sky,
cannot change the weather. This poem
cannot return you to a happy childhood,
erase a painful one. This poem will
not clear your skin, condition your hair,
wash your dishes, mend your jeans.
It won’t find you a lover, not even
if you recite it three times backwards.
It won’t even find me a lover
and I wrote the thing. This poem won’t
stop time, email your advisor for that extension,
pay the plumber or the piper. This
poem does not pay its taxes. It is not
a good citizen. It fails to vote
or show up for jury duty.
This poem will overturn your scrabble game,
take a bite from every food and leave
the rest. This poem is not housebroken.
All night you hear it whining,
missing its mother, chewing your best shoes
and begging to be let out.

from Rattle #34, Winter 2010

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Anne Haines: “I’m about half aging-hippie rocker-chick and half middle-aged librarian, writing from the heart of flyover country. Poetry lets me be the screaming guitar solo in the spotlight while I’m actually sitting quietly on the couch with my cats; it also reminds me to pay attention. I believe that attending to the details of the world, which is also what poetry is, can be an experience of the sacred.”

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