January 31st, 2011

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Marsh Muirhead

THE FIRING

I fired my secretary today. It felt like murder,
although I’ve never murdered anybody.
I’ve never fired anybody either and
it wasn’t easy. I’ve tried before.
It was always the right day
early in the morning,
my list of grievances sufficient,
but by coffee break she seemed quite convivial,
her faults, perhaps, imagined, and she was
reprieved—day after day after day,
despite her poor grammar and procrastination,
her petty gossiping and unnecessary overtime,
the unauthorized purchases and internet surfing.
These I would enumerate, lying in bed,
waking from dreams of murder or assault,
too much water, not enough air, breathless,
covered in sweat. I rationalized her shortcomings
as my own—not enough clarity or direction,
a failure of discipline or training.
But by the light of day the faults were hers again—
all the things she didn’t do as I requested,
all the things she did that were a waste of time
or insufficient or quite plainly—prohibited.

I fired my secretary today. By three o’clock
I had cased the house, considered witnesses,
checked the locks, confirmed the escape route,
still queasy and unsure, but determined to be a man,
do the right thing, fire her ass—then knew I wasn’t
that kind of man. Kindness was what was needed
and I was calmed by the patience I had exercised,
by my own suffering on her behalf. The clock
ticked on, the gun was loaded, I wavered, thought
myself both justified and cruel, considered a hit man—
a carefully crafted note which I could hand her as
I made my escape, a cowardly dog. In the final
minutes, she chatted away on the telephone,
cheerfully unaware of the grizzly bear outside
her tent, Raskolnikov at the door. Then, she
put away her things—pens, memo pad, paper clips.
She switched off her computer, turned,
and looked at me. I fired. Her mouth dropped
open. The room filled with the stench of gunpowder.
I turned and raced for the door, forgetting
my hat and coat, hoping it wasn’t raining,
trusting that the getaway car was out there,
that I had the keys.

from Rattle #33, Summer 2010
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January 30th, 2011

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Review by Mark DeCarteretWhat the News Seemed to Say by S Stephanie

WHAT THE NEWS SEEMED TO SAY
by S Stephanie

Pudding House Publications
3252 Parklane Ave.
Columbus Ohio 43231
ISBN-10 1-58998-774-8
2009, 28 pp., $10.00
www.puddinghouse.com

Almost all of your best political poetry—works of testimony, indignation and grief, even fiery wrath over the state of our planet–eventually finds itself turning inwards, settling in on the self and the very idea of paying witness. It’s an inquiry into not only one’s moral stance but one’s motives for taking pen to paper and enlisting one’s creative powers in the first place, rather than this exercise in legitimization or mere “concept” that Eliot Weinberger believes it is sometimes reduced to, a flat-lined act of “literalism and hair-splitting historicism” that he claims is only remarkable for its “absolute denial of imagination.” In S Stephanie’s latest chapbook, What the News Seemed to Say, this tension doesn’t so much inform or make good on its presence as it impairs and disorders, interrupts like these transmissions sent to us under a poetic-fire, though often panic-stricken, overcome, always sentient of a position not so much in harm’s way or dangerous as it is complicated and at odds with those gods who would have us speak up and be fully present.

How fitting that the opening poem “While Reading about a ‘Ghost House’ in Sudan” steals in with the interrogatory “And that begs the larger question doesn’t it?” and its immediate follow-up shadow, “I mean, can I?” It’s a highly vexed, compromised dispatch from the most common of frontlines for the average American: the TV/living room, where we finger-click between award show and atrocities as the speaker does here, trying to splice in the mundane and inane with the footage of casualties far off in the distance, this phantom-stock, and “the shade/they cast in the doorway of a too empty house/there…” along with their stifling soundtrack, this “echo of human crimes as clearly/as steps on gravel, the shine on boots of soldiers,/the dark side of hearts doing their business/to humanity.”

These ever-breaking-up communiqués with their lines of pooled pain and unsettling loops, these starkest and most soul-arresting of acknowledgments (“Some days I don’t know how far/I can travel… Some days I’m just stuck in my neighborhood…”) eventually leave the poet to his or her own half acre or so and the unplotted white of the page:

But I see instead, I have dropped my notebook
on the wet lawn and spent most of my morning
trying to rhyme the word clay with the word glass.

And yet these poems do a lot more than protest or top off our collective conscience with a shot of whatever’s clearest. They factor-in and they chafe. They face off against all manner of demons, unnamed and named, public and personal. Never more powerfully than in the poem “When the doctor called with the diagnosis,” a prescription-sized lyric, this devastating signing-away, where the speaker, learning of their partner’s sickness, succumbs to an indispensable silence:

When we reached out to one another
in comfort, our awkward hands
slid and fell to our sides
like pages slipping from their journal.

But most of all, they perform a sort of spiritual fact-checking, where gods in their many forms often figure as rulers of another kind, these cosmic indicator species that often take the shape of the overlooked, ordinary—one’s pets or the spare keys we keep at the bottom of pots like “little miseries” (“Something Different about the Neighborhood”). More importantly, they counter-act not only the quick-cure of these neighborhood interventions but poetry’s past stars as well, half-consoling, half-riffing off one half of America’s most famous double bill in the poem “Chilly September” almost with a child’s puffed innocence:

Poor Whitman, Father of Grief,
the language of my century
I fear even he could not sing.
And though I hear the bells ring
for the Captain, my Captain has a mouth
full of rock, paper, scissors.

Yet for all their raised fists and resistance, their attempts to make peace and transform us, these deeply-felt, well-reasoned poems ultimately win us over through their craft and their prayer-like attention to our uncertainty, and their willingness to “[c]ut us a straight path to the small, active/verbs—those words that admit/our passions, our grief and mistakes” (“Justice”).

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Mark DeCarteret’s work has appeared in the anthologies American Poetry: The Next Generation (Carnegie Mellon Press), Brevity & Echo: Short Short Stories by Emerson College Alums (Rose Metal Press), New Pony: Collaborations & Responses (Horse Less Press), Places of Passage: Contemporary Catholic Poetry (Story Line Press), Thus Spake the Corpse: An Exquisite Corpse Reader (Black Sparrow Press), and Under the Legislature of Stars—62 New Hampshire Poets (Oyster River Press) which he also co-edited. In 2009 he was selected as the seventh Poet Laureate of Portsmouth, New Hampshire. You can check out his Postcard Project at pplp.org.

January 29th, 2011

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Abigail Templeton

U.S.UNEMPLOYED JUMPS TO 12.5 MILLION

Colocamos em caixas
                       Convertidos en cajas
                                              We have become boxes

empilhadas uma a outra
                       una encima de otra
                                              stacked on top of each other

esperando serem abertas.
                       esperando que nos abran.
                                              waiting to be opened.

Nos preguntamos se o Free
                       Preguntamos si el Free
                                              We ask if the Free

Grand slam inclui
                       Grand Slam incluye
                                              Grand Slam includes

suco. Despertamos durante a noite
                       jugo. Despertamos en la noche
                                              juice. We awake in the night

adicionando e subtraindo
                       sumando y restando
                                              adding and subtracting

os cabelos nas nossas cabeças.
                       los pelos de nuestras cabezas.
                                              the hairs on our heads.

Somos cardacos
                       Somos cordones
                                              We are shoelaces

amarrado duas vezes,
                       atados dos veces,
                                              double knotted,

esperando não quebrar.
                       esperando que no nos rompamos.
                                              hoping not to break.

from Rattle #33, Summer 2010

January 28th, 2011

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Glenn Shaheen

FERAL CATS

All night, a howl
outside the window. All night an animal
is sick. I won’t get any of this right
the first time.

                              In Switzerland,
scientists have found the region of the brain that tricks us
into seeing ghosts. Some cloud of current
that drifts from front
of skull to back. They can fake
an out-of-body experience
by shocking the corpus callosum. A door

slams shut. Now there’s death
in every shadow. It’s a seven-ten split. There is no wall
to shoulder up against this new logic.

Before, I thought
if it was raining here, it was raining two blocks away. The animals

are still dying. I can hear them all night. We had hoped
for the burning ghost ship of legend to light
our harbor, in front of news cameras, in front of hundreds
of witnesses. We would cheer
it home to dock. Relief. An uneasy audience
ready to laugh. The first time. A stone

is tied to a hungry animal’s neck. It is dropped
into a mile deep oceanic crevice off the Aleutian Islands.
Irreversible. It takes thirty minutes
for the animal to even hit the bottom.

from Rattle #33, Summer 2010

January 27th, 2011

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Al “Doc” Mehl

GRADUATION

Sometimes I feel I maybe oughta
Tell of eastern Colorado,
And the little town where I attended school.
That town had one run-down saloon,
One little school (just one square room),
And just one pump that rang a bell when you’d re-fuel.

’Twas just a little prairie town,
And so the kids from all around
Would have to all take school together, I’m afraid.
And since that county’s population
Wasn’t bent on procreation,
We would number just a couple in each grade.

Now we had one great winter storm,
And couples snuggled to stay warm;
It came on New Year’s Day of 1941.
And in nine months (predictably),
Six couples all birthed progeny,
And in that banner litter… turns out I was one.

See, Mrs. Finn gave birth to twins,
The Guenther triplets then checked in,
One other pair, then me, and Blair, and Adeline.
And, as if joined by one long tether,
We all went through school together,
And became the class of 1959.

Our little school, at least back then,
Had never seen a class of ten;
With our enrollment, it was burstin’ at the seams.
And so, with each successive grade,
A few adjustments would be made
To keep us movin’ toward our graduation dreams.

Now it was spring, my senior year,
I maybe first began to fear
That my straight path toward graduation might be bent.
See, in my class, the other nine,
Unlike myself, were doin’ fine,
So I was mired… in the bottom ten percent!

I s’ppose I really didn’t get it,
That I didn’t have the credits
To be graduatin’ with that close-knit pack.
I still recall that teacher’s voice
As she explained she had no choice;
Instead of graduation, I would be held back.

’Twas no big deal (my point of view).
The class of ’60 numbered two,
And now, with me, they’d number three, or so I’d heard.
But, though I hit the books again,
I guess it hurt a little when
I learned that I was ranked… down in the bottom third!

I fell behind, I will admit;
’Twas not “attention deficit,”
In fact, a growing sense of “tension” had begun.
And, in the spring, that old schoolmarm,
She came and led me by the arm,
I’d have to join the class of 1961.

Now in my new class, I should tell ya,
There was just one other fella,
And his study skills would kinda make you laugh.
I figured now I had it made,
Until I fin’lly saw my grades,
And then discovered… I was in the bottom half!

It seemed that I could never win,
And, yes, they held me back again!
I was a pris’ner there inside those iv’ry towers.
I was no longer havin’ fun,
And I was pushin’ twenty-one!
How would I ever earn those last few credit hours?

But then that teacher, I’ll confess,
She fin’lly noticed my distress,
And maybe realized our goals were ’bout the same.
She gave me points for simple rhymes,
And points for showin’ up on time,
And extra credit just for writin’ down my name.

I’d say it felt a little awkward,
Makin’ A’s for washin’ chalkboard,
Takin’ tests with open books in front of me.
That teacher tried to find a way
To keep me focused on that day
Of graduation I was fin’lly gonna see.

Now I was class of ’62!
And I was celebratin’, too;
You see, I’d earned me that diploma, more or less.
And since there were no babies born
Back there in birth year ’44,
’Twas I who gave… the Valedictory Address!

from Rattle #33, Summer 2010
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