May 16th, 2010
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Judith Tate O’Brien
SECOND WIFE
I keep drawing the first
one from the cemetery
into the house
and pose her
perfect as a mannequin
at the kitchen table
where, chin resting
on a long-fingered hand,
she surveys
the bran muffins
and finds them crumbly.
I imagine her coming
to their bed
smooth-bodied.
I arrive bone tired,
half a century
etched in my flesh.
She gave him
babies. I, a notebook
filled with poems.
–from Rattle #22, Winter 2004
May 14th, 2010
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Megan O’Reilly
AND AFTER
It comes back to this: dressing in the
bathroom of that motel room, together
but not speaking, like children at a funeral–
your department store bra pulled over
your sticky chest, his ankles grotesquely human,
both of you sixteen and as sexy as wet eggs.
It’s the same years later, though you learn to
converse afterward, the delicate obligatory,
like RSVPing, lining up forks the right way.
Still, you always find yourself homesick
for the way the bed looked an hour ago, the first
glance in good light, the promising turn of the key.
–from Rattle #22, Winter 2004
May 13th, 2010
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Nancy Pagh
SPRING SALMON AT NIGHT
I thought the west wind called me from bed
the night the river ran so hard.
I followed it over the moonlit lawn
across the road and into the woods,
climbing fallen cedars and moving
beyond the skunk cabbages. I followed
the west wind to the river bed and
plunged my legs in dark water
that sucked and swirled behind my knees
and tried to pull me beyond the bank.
And the wind stopped.
And I forgot why I came out in the night.
And I clenched the underwater moss with my toes
and was lost
until the spring salmon came,
their torpedo-shaped bodies knowing me
as another follower of currents.
In the cold gray river the spring salmon
found and circled me, their forms almost warm
as they touched the backs of my legs
guiding me back through the forest
across suburban lawns and down my own hallway
from bedroom to kitchen
until I found myself standing at the cat-food cupboard
and recognized each cat circling my legs
and my own gullibility
or desire to be lead
in the direction of someone else’s hunger.
–from Rattle #22, Winter 2004
May 12th, 2010
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Ricardo Pau-Llosa
ABACUS
Havana 1933, 1954, Miami 2002
for Nicolás, the last of the Cubans
“Melancholy is a sin, really it is a sin, instar ominum, for not to will
deeply and sincerely is sin, and this is the mother of all sins”
—Kierkegaard, Guilty/Not Guilty.
They were dancing on the roof of the house
next door, flames leaping from the windows,
in the calm metronome of a danzón,
or maybe the mob were clicking their heels
savagely, not, therefore, a dance properly,
but a sudden shaping of flesh to the clay
of vengeful joy. A boy of eight is straying
the opulent streets to amaze at the inkness
of blood on pavement, how it oils the asphalt
into mat provinces the body has seized,
imperial of just dead space, as it quietly fell,
broke and rag turned. The boy had never heard
such silence on this street. Now a grandfather,
Nicolás Quintana is writing his memoirs.
He’d build some of Cuba’s vanguard homes and buildings,
later, decades between this ancient day Machado fell
when Nicolás, then a boy, saw the swarm waltz
on the neighbor’s roof, and he pondered their arms
curving and legs jerking straight, bodies spun
as if they’d caught or were still trying to net
the incomparable fish of history. He knew
he’d always fall for the narrow joys. After his tale,
in my living room sixty-eight years after the dance,
I dreamt I had been a man the year of my birth,
forty-eight years ago, and chaos fired up
the schooner wind, whipping wave, slamming
the keel against surf. My new woman on deck,
sunglassed, trim and linened. Filling with liquor,
she might be the muse of history.
She of the Italian scarf flitting in the acetylene wind
of the Gulf stream. We’d be heading back to port
in Havana, to more rum and the climax of air
conditioning, but now she reclined like a tongue
between the lip of clouds and the jaw of cushions,
and tasted the blood metallic sea spray on her face.
Havana sparkled behind her in late fifties summer.
Gleamed like a trumpet just polished. Her turboprop
for New York leaves in the morning. A decade from now
it will be too late to live and too soon to remember.
–from Rattle #22, Winter 2004

